{/LOVE}

2010-05-27T20:15:00.000+08:00

She has moved,

Come visit her new home,

http://a-kindoflove.onsugar.com/

Your image in me,

2010-05-27T18:56:00.000+08:00

*Piang* S-H-A-T-T-E-R-E-D.

Ugh, feeling chest pains again :(
I think I should bring out my medication pouch everywhere I go,
But its just so damn heavy >:( Hate being a sick person man.
Its when my head starts spinning, and I see stars, that I realised, My times is running out.
Don't treat death as a joke, treat it as a second chance for you to treasure before you're gone.
(I'm ain't joking)

Shrek-ed today. Thanks! ^^
Popocorn-ed, Thanks!
Int HT Test too, Its alright luh. Got a C haha. Without much studying! <3
Have to go mug Econs and POM!
AND POM'S ON MONDAY. Ohmygoshes!
With Macroecons on Tuesday, and RHT on Thurs,
Before, freedom starts! <3 <3 <3 <3

Daddy's company dinner tmrw night! Yays!
Can't wait, Shall charge both cams. HOHOHO!
I make sure I get one, and my brother gets one toooooooo!
Yipeeeeeeeeeeeee.

You know, there are many ways to die.
But this is a stupid way, If you wanna die.
What goes around, eventually comes around. And I hope you don't regret it.

I have got to go mug alr. ><
Mid-sems are coming :(
But after that is alot of projects to work on >:(
Oh well, But I can get new phoneeeeeeeeeeee!
*Woohooooooos!*

Intro to Principles Of Management,

2010-05-24T20:58:00.002+08:00

Introduction To POM

· Define Management.

It is the attainment of organisational goals in an effective & efficient manner using the four organisational goals.

· Describe the Four Organisational Goals & types of management.

o Planning: The selection of goals & ways to attain them.

o Organising: Assigning responsibilities for tasks.

o Leading: Using influence to motivate

o Controlling: Monitoring of activities & taking corrective order.

· Distinguish between effectiveness & efficiency & explain their importance for organizational performance.

o Effectiveness is the degree to which the organisation achieves a certain goal.

o Efficiency is the use of minimal resources to produce a desired volume of output.

o To attain organisational goals by making use of resources efficiently and effectively.

· Describe the difference in management skills by hierarchical level.

o Top Management (Conceptual Skills & Human Skills)

o Middle Management (Human Skills)

o First-Line Management (Technical Skills & Human Skills)

o Conceptual Skills is the ability to see the organization as a whole and the relationship as its part.

o Human Skills is the ability to work with & through other people & to work effectively as a group leader.

o Technical Skills is understanding & proficiency in the performance of specific tasks

· Explain the value of studying POM

o Understand how companies are successfully managed

o Develop knowledge & skills for effective management organizations

o Introduce the core processes to be effective & successful individuals & managers

My 1st bad day in Poly,

2010-05-24T20:18:00.000+08:00

Drawing circles, depression sinks.

Cruel, But true.

2010-05-20T22:20:00.000+08:00

Super tired, I've been eating alot. (You know why, stress again :( Sucks ttm.)
Mid-Sem test is coming up ahead.
And I feel that I'm like not learning anything, (At all)
I'm just so tired, everyday. (Stay up to edit my essays and study)
Its true when you say time is not enough.
I can't even breathe now, You see the smile. (But you didn't know that it was fake.)
Phew, rush date lines, cause I wanna go holiday.
I wanna go at ease, and not a heavy burden that tells me projects are just waiting for me.
I'm so tired, trying to balance, social, with studies, hobbies and best friends.

Its not me to,
;Skip lecture just to watch movie.
;Give you guys a sad grumpy face.
;Tell you that I don't mind at all.
;Not tired especially when I have stayed out for so many Fridays
;Not drinking milk
;Not complaining that I'm tired

But I've got limits.
Yeah, you may wonder why am I so free to blog.
I just need a place for me to rant one in a while. (And my blog is the area)
I'm so tired of staying out late on Fridays, and I end up
Having to go to piano half awake.
The week has drained me enough alr,
I need a break. If I can, I will go. I've never forgotten about you guys.

Sighs, long day today. Wonder what's next.
Tmrw's Macroecons's Fiscal Policy lecture.
Better sleep early, cause its gonna be a tough one from what I've heard.
Breathe Xinyi, They'll always be there for you.
They will, believe in them. (They'll never ever leave you alone.)
Gotta go, Project then sleep.

oh well,

2010-05-19T22:56:00.000+08:00

So, it was like A B C.
He said class is cancelled, shooed us all out
And then ask us to come back on Saturday @ 9AM.
AND I BELIEVE I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE RANTING ABOUT YOU!
Don't you think so?! I know what you're thinking, its a definite yes right?! (Y)

I've got to go get the POM write up done! Ughzxzxzxzxzx.

Aggregate demand and aggregate supply analysis,

2010-05-18T21:46:00.002+08:00

If you don't like to hear about Macroecons,
probably you should just skip the next part and go all the way to the bottom,
If not, you'll just be damn fed up with me and my super long post,
With no content, ugh. I know how you're feeling,
But its not as bad as how I am feeling.
You'll never feel the way I'm feeling now, so quit talking about it.
________________________________________________________________________________
According to Macroecons lec notes,

LRAS is a vertical line at Yp, which shows the relationship between the quantity of Y and P, (In the long run).

SRAS is an upward sloping curve which shows the relationship between the quantity of Y and P, (In the short run).

An INCREASE in P will cause an INCREASE in Y.
Therefore, there is a movement of the SRAS.

Full employment/ Potential GDP

Full employment quantity of labour
Quantity of capital (Includes human capital)
State of technology

Therefore, when any of the above 3 factors INCREASE,
When any of the above 3 factors DECREASE, SRAS & LRAS shift LEFT!

Money, wage and rent
Other raw material prices (Eg. Oil)

Therefore, when any of the above cost of production INCREASE, SRAS shift LEFT.

When any of the above cost of production DECREASE, SRAS shift RIGHT.

AD is a downward sloping curve, which shows the relationship between Y & P.

AD = C + I + G + (X-M)

An INCREASE in P, Y will DECREASE.
Therefore, there is a movement on the AD.
( INCREASE in IMPORT, AD will DECREASE)

When there is an INCREASE in Consumer confidence, C will INCREASE, AD will INCREASE.
Therefore, AD curve will shift to the RIGHT.

When there is an INCREASE in Expected Future Profits, I will INCREASE, AD will INCREASE.
Therefore, AD curve will shift to the RIGHT.

When there is an INCREASE in G (Expansionary Fiscal Policy), AD will INCREASE.
Therefore, AD curve shift to the RIGHT.

When there is a DECREASE in G (Contrationary Fiscal Policy), AD will DECREASE.
Therefore. AD curve shift to the LEFT.

When S$ Depriciates, Singapore exports appear cheaper to foreigners, X will INCREASE, NX will INCREASE, AD will INCREASE.
Therefore, AD curve shift to the RIGHT.

Macroeconomic equilibrium happens only when the quantity of Y demanded is = to Y supplied.
(Point of INTERSECTION between P & Y)

(Below full-employment equilibrium) When Equil OUTPUT is BELOW Yp, its called a RECESSIONARY GAP.
(Full-employment equilibrium) When Equi OUTPUT is at Yp.
(Above full-employment equilibrium) When Equi OUTPUT is ABOVE Yp, its called an INFLATIONARY GAP.

_________________________________________________________________________________

If you can't really tell, I'm just feeling like super stressed up,

I've got to finish my projects asap,

Or try to almost finish them so that I can have a well deserved break.

If not I'll be like stressing out for no reason! ._.

That's the worst. Like how I am feeling nowww.

I just don't know how to get started on those dumb projects.

Int HT Individual Project
Int HT Group Project
Macroecons Individual Project
Macroecons Group Project
POM Group Project
Comm Skill Group Project
RHT Group Project

That should be all ba, with that I still have my upcoming tests.

Macroecons Mid-sem Test
Int HT Mock Test
POM Mid-Sem Test
RHT Mass Test

It should be something like that luhhhh,

I need more than 24 hours a day, its just not enough.

Could people who don't use all of it, give me some, like please?!

I also realised that going to Poly is = to spending much more money and time.

Now I have like no time for reading alr D:

I used to be able to finish a book in a day.

Now its named IMPOSSIBLE.

Why? Because I've got much more stuffs to read,

Like what? Lecture notes and textbooks and research.

What are you like a nerd? No, I'm not. Its just that tests and project submission deadlines are coming.

Yadas, You can don't read right.

I know I'm irritating, But then, I'm trying to vent my anger and stressssssss!

I told my dad just now, What you like does not mean you must get it.

Then he say, wah, I finally say something that is like very good that kinda thing.

HAHAA!.retarded. I typed, H-A-H-A-A-! without even smiling.

Argh, Alright. Now that I'm done with going through this topic of Macroecons,

Its time to go do RHT.

Don't worry, I'm not gonna vent that here, cause there's nothing to vent.

Its learning how to use Microsoft Excel luh. -.-

Oh well, I better go. Homework and DEADlines are waiting for me.

Perhaps, I'll just end up dying in the end.

About that, Why are we even like studying when we're all just going to die someday?!

Think about it, Cause I've got no reasons why too.

Weird huh, I know.

I better get off before, I start venting more rubbish and stuffs.

Seeya, people! God will watch over all of us, and make sure we go through these tough times.

I'm sure he will, I believe in him. Don't you? All the best ~ (L)

Moanday, D:

2010-05-17T21:07:00.000+08:00

The stress is pouring in, but not sipping in.
That's how it is in Poly, You see that don't blog that often anymore.
And spend lesser time doing these stuffs.

Ugh, I miss Secondary school life,
My hunks, and my babes D:

Happy birthday, WJ Daddy, ♥

2010-05-16T10:02:00.001+08:00

As an observer there, I saw little moments,
People didn't notice. Every small movement, moved my heart.

Woke up for piano, and then walked home after that.
Watched Autumn Concerto, and then Reilly came over,
Camwhored and took videos, HAHAA! <3

Dad and mum came back after that,
And then I left awhile later,
Meet Sizheng and the rest then we bused to WJ D's house.

After that his mum made lunch and stuffs.
And then we slacked awhile there too,
Before leaving for the chalet at like Three pm.

We played cards for awhile,
Super funny sia, they all!
Oh well, and the my marshmallow, Bam. Disappears!

Then went to get stuffs with
Weisheng and WJ D,
Came back and we played Uno.

WJ D's brother was super cute.
When he left one card he said, Pong.
Then when he completed his game he said Uno game, then they were like. Should say Gong la.
HAHAHAHAHHAHA! Awfully cute ^^

They kept making me draw cards to,
Stupid Sizheng.
Then people started coming , & then went to get styrofoam box with WJ D.

Then people started filling in.
I looked and see people laughing and smiling.
Yet, I feel like crying.

I realised that, not every single moment,
You see such a nice view from the corner, <3
Was on the phone most of my time with Sinyan and Jo,
Yeah, they didn't come in the end.

Sizheng was nice, he didn't forget about me.
Yay! My good friend.
I guess, that yesterday was a scene that my pretty daddy likes too.
I hope he's happy and that he'll stay happy forever.

When I left, I felt upset.
But yet happy for him, < 3 ya daddy! :D

It's been awhile,

2010-05-15T11:21:00.000+08:00

All thanks to Zachary, I've got a fluuuuuuu, coughhhh and feverrrrrr!

like damn irritating right, I know.

But it just can't be helped! D:

This week I had F&B Fun test, and comm skills.

Hopefully, I'll pass both, but I think,

I'm going to flunk my Comms skills. Like Ugh man.

Oh well, shall keep my fingers crossed.

Friday, was F-A-B! FAB!.

Dinner with my babes and hunks, at BBQ Chicken.

I was like fevering like nobody's business cann.

But then, it was still fun lo! :D

I love them ttm!

School's workload is getting heavier,

with so many deadlines pressed on me,

I'm having a harder time to breath! ><

Addicted,

2010-05-13T15:10:00.001+08:00

I'm sorry, But I've been busy.
Will blog next week instead! :D

Meanwhile, help me click my ads! Thanks! <3

Some events that You've been missing out,

2010-05-09T12:01:00.000+08:00

What happened on the Friday, 07 May 2010?
It was TP's 20th Anniversary, school ended early that day at 11am,
And there were events lined up for us,
They were super fun and not to be missed.
But in case you've missed them, the following below are going to just blow your mind!
Enjoy, ^^

That was the Flash mob by TPSU and Student groups.
It was fab! Love it loads, it was really a pretty sight,
One that you shouldn't miss! :D

Or Even missing, MASS DANCE! :D

You must be wondering where was I on Friday night,
I'll not tell you, but I'm just going to show you!
Its something that you've missed.

JAM AND HOP WAS FAB!
Check out my FB Photos for more, I know you wish you WERE there!

Secondary school days,

2010-05-09T11:31:00.000+08:00

;Doodling on worksheets

;Solving maths problems beforehand

;Gossiping about them

;Laughing non-stop

;Hungry times in class

;Trying to do something new

;Eating under the table

;Morning sleeping session

;Morning breakfast meet ups

;Recess home packed food

;Green Tea marathon

;Marcus' smelly perspiration

;Roy's random joke

;Telling each other 'It'll be alright'

;Study dates over at my place

;The many after school trips

;Clarence and his dictionary

;Mrs Toh and Kayleen

;Homeworking session over at my place

;Tuition tuition and more tuition

;How from one's fear to humour

;The many announcement times

;Don't be jealous moment

;Because I love you and hugs

I miss them like crap. do you? D:

indulgence,

2010-05-08T23:51:00.001+08:00

WATCH THIS SPACE FOR A TWO MASSIVE POST TOMORROW! <3

I think,

2010-05-07T14:30:00.000+08:00

How would I feel, if someone stash an ice cream like this in front of me now.
I would scream like nobody's business and give you the
best smile, I'd ever have.
I'm kinda craving for Hagen Daz/ Anderson's/ Ben & Jerry;s
Yeah, the weather's pretty crazy now tho.
But I'm reall trying my best to.

How nice would it be, that in this kind of weather,
Rain will start pouring and we can all feel the coolness against our skin
Its been a long time since I actually went under the rain,
Thinking of this reminds me of the time back in
Secondary school, Oh mys. We always go under the rain.
(Due to the laziness of carrying anumbrella!)

My life's like a pretty rose, but then,
It may shatter anytime, I can't tell you the exact time,
But I just want to tell you , it will
TRUST me, IT WILL!
I'm so so so so very tired,
When will I ever be able to have a good break again,
Please, tell me when.
(I beg you, )

Balloons, they are so free, floating,
But when they've worked for a day, they come down at night,
I've got two balloons with me noww.
One from Roy's stall and the other from TPSU's booth
See, i'm so supportive,
Come support TP okayyyyy?!

_________________________________________________________

I had a fab day yesterday, tho was kinda tired.

Oh well, <3 I'm glad I went.

but its no goood, (Made me miss FO alot D: )

Thank you, Nickkkkkkkk!

For asking me to come, HAHHA!

Don't worry, you did a pretty good job k!

HAHA! And Marky, marcus too! :D

Thank you camp mates, for making my Thursday night a nice one ^^

School's been, Kinda stress.

But, hopefully, everything will work out soon,

Overslept this morning, woke up at like

8am, when I've got class at like 9am .

What the hell right, oh well.

I don't wanna cross you path,

And listen to your crappy stuffs anymore,

Enough is enough,.

Cause, I just want a hug,

2010-05-06T14:38:00.000+08:00

Listening to Fearless,

Tell you what,

2010-05-02T16:49:00.000+08:00

YAY! Finally able to meet Marcus Teo! :D

He came down to the library to study with us today, <3

And Joleen has not SMSed us or something, So I bet a million

That she's still sleeping, (Don't huh, kay!)

And being able to have study date, Yipeeeeee!

With my beloved, Ho Sinyan, <3

Check FB for more pictures! :D

YAY! Homework, Almost completed.

Doing Macroecons nowwww, Loves.

YAY! Loves,

2010-05-01T13:38:00.000+08:00

I'm moving back to Onsugar, check me out @ http://a-kindoflove.onsugar.com/

See ya there!

Reilly,

2010-04-30T00:18:00.000+08:00

In the car, when I just got on.

R: Phone. (He wanted my itouch)
AV: Call Jiejie first.
XY smiles at him and say,
XY: Hello, Reilly.
R: Jiejie.
AV: He was looking for you when we went over to your place, keep on Xinyi Jiejie, Xinyi Jiejie.
XY: School ended late today.
Reilly plays with my itouch. He likes the applications with the piano one.

Reached home, carried him.
AV: You want go home? Or Jiejie's house?
R: Yes.
Put him down and he started singing, 1 2 3 4 5, and played with the letter box.
Went up the lift, and reached my home.
He took out his shoes and ran after me to my room. (Cute right!)

Waited for dinner to get ready, and we went to disturb my brother.
R: What's this? (pointing to my brother's book)
XY: Book!
I went to eat dinner, and suddenly he came running out of the room to give me a hug,
R: Mam, mam. (He saw me eating dinner and he wanted to eat too)
He took a bite of hashbrown and went to my brother's room.
And the same thing happened again,

The played with him while and brought him home.
He was super sad when I said bye to him at the door and pulled my finger
and said "Come, jiejie."

Moanday, Week Two.

2010-04-26T21:14:00.000+08:00

I so think I'm falling sick, Lec and Tut were okay today.
I can't bear it anymore, I'm uber stress D:
I don't know why, don't ask me K.

I'm in that mode,

2010-04-25T02:26:00.000+08:00

YAY! I'm in a blogging mode now,
And I'm proud to say I'm almost ready for week two.
I think classes are like much more interesting than Secondary school ones.
I'm actually learning something that can be applied in my daily life.

I'm also feeling blessed, with the things and the friends I have with me.
I've come a long way here, The people that cheered me up,
The people that helped me prayed, If it wasn't for you guys, I'll probably wouldn't be where I am today.

I guess, I'm just so lucky.
But on the other hand, I don't treasure all of it.
I'm bad aren't I, (Seriously, I'm so)

I love my clique & my buddies.
They're there listening to my worries and stupidness.
They're are there saying "Come on, you can do it!"
Showing me funny faces that made me laugh till I have a tummyache.

Oh well, these are the people.
But them, there are some that hates me like to the core.
Whatever, but just to tell you, I DON'T hate you.
Its too tired, & too heavy a burden to carry.
You've got something against me, but I don't.

If you lost something, don't' blame others.
Never show your real emotions all the time.
When you lost it, ask yourself, what could you have done to make this better.
And what you shouldn't have done to cause it like that.
Its better than screaming at the opposite party for no good reason.
I'm not saying you, Don't curse and swear at me.
I'm just reminding you, that this world isn't that cruel.
You keep on putting the blame on me,
And jumping right into conclusion, please.
If I really am that way, we would have been there way before you.
We're not what you think it is ,
If others can understand, why can't you.
Think properly, don't put it all on me.
I don't mind, but it isn't going to reflect well on you.

I have to go, but I'll continue another day.
The laptop is so dying, 1 minute to gooooooooo.....

Week one,

2010-04-24T17:18:00.000+08:00

Oh yeah baby! Week one has officially past!
Are you looking forward to week two?
Week one has been great with my class,
Getting the best seats, running from lectures to tutorials,
Having lunch, Camwhoring.
I love them already, :D

But not as much as i love, Uh-hmmmmms.

Omgzxzxzx,

2010-04-23T07:35:00.000+08:00

Pardon me, hadn't been blogging in awhile now.
LOLs, I'll upload photos on to FB later,
I'm feeling Uber Tired now, still.
Cause of the late night I had last night, suckzx right.
Yes, I agreee ,You know that feeling la. (I'm sure)

I'm here today to share a photo with the world!
Which is, This burberry advertisement!

Yupp, You'll think this person very very familiar,
So its, Alex Watson and Emma Watson, (Alex's Emma's brother)
If you hadn't notice,
And I think Alex is like, (CUTE!) OMG OMG.

I can't blog alr, Cause I'm like falling asleep,
Oh well, see ya, world. Till next time ><

Mixed emotions,

2010-04-21T17:36:00.000+08:00

Its a million reasons why, and there's a million solutions to it.

If its so troublesome, get out of it,

I'm sure I'll be able to do it.

But I don't really want to, Do you know how important you are to me.

I bet no one treats friendship as much as I do,

You wouldn't cry/ put the blame on yourself when someone does something wrong,

You wouldn't, cause you're not me.

But then, Why do you treat people like crap,

Don't you know we're humans too,

We don't want to be treated like crap, we want to be respected too.

I hate that I'm still going on and on about this.

I feel so drained of energy and tired,

Its worst then I've imagined it to be,

Stop giving me advices, Think about yourself,

And what you want, I don't mind if you kick me to the side,

But I just hope that, you remember,

the memories that are worth remembering,

If a simple thing like this can satisfy your life,

Probably, you don't know how important friends are,

But you will know someday, maybe 5 or 10 years down the road,

Cause they are your source to everything.

You never know, which person maybe a CEO of a company,

And you desperately need their help,

You never know, when this world might come to an end,

And there's where I would like to ask you.

What's the last thing you would do?

My answer?

Tell my love ones, how important they are,

And how much I've treasured them & that they'll always be remembered,

By me.

I love you guys, (L)

I suck ttm,

2010-04-20T21:28:00.000+08:00

Listening to Overboard by Justin Bieber (Ft. Jessica Jarell)

I'm overboard, And I need your love to pull me up,
I can't swim on my own, Its too much,
Feel like I'm drowning without your love,

Hmm, Day two of school, ^^
Went out, met my friends, Funny and big bullies,
HAHHA! And I couldn't finish my lunch,

You know me, I really dislike waiting for people,
Especially in an unknown place, OMG.
That kind sure lost one eh, D:
You know me and my stupid brain,

K, then went Tamp and stuffs,
And head back to school, Then class start,
Two hours class became, One -.-

The next lesson watched Supersize me -.-
Ugh, oh swells, early lesson tmrw D:

First day of schooooooooooooool,

2010-04-19T20:34:00.000+08:00

Today's the first day of school and an uber short one.
RHT ( Research in Hospitality & Tourism) Started at 2pm,
And ended around 3.30pm. Damn short,
So funny, ! :D
Went to school, and met Eunice and went to get the RHT book.
Went to the lecture theatre after and then class started alr.
And it was like only 1.58pm -.- Okay, fine.
So we sat at the back with her friend (:
The class was okay okay la, the teacher's pronunciation was kinda funny ><
Bring alot of laughters to us, LOLOL!
Then we finished early at like 3.45pm
And went home after with Sinyan!
And we saw Nick, Nick so nice. HAHA!
He going to stay for the dinner! (L)
YAY! I like Nick! One of my Fav GL! YAY! (Y)

Alright, that's all for today,
Looking forward to tomorrow, Are you?!

School Begins!

2010-04-19T10:32:00.000+08:00

So start school the right way!

Don't be so unreasonable,

2010-04-17T09:27:00.000+08:00

I told you the other day already lo, And you said K.
Then yesterday still tell me cannot go.
Anw, I've never gone out with these people before can.
& After this school is so gonna start, so won't be able to go out anymore.

Everytime this group ask me to go out,
I say can't, cause its like at night and you won't let me out late.
I've spent so much time convincing my friends to go with me.
And when they agreed, you don't let me go.

Always say I don't know how to control and stuff,
If that is so, I won't come home so early like 6 plus.
Don't you think so,
And I've never gone out so often can, doesn't mean I don't go to your office,
Means I always go out K.

Previous weekend, we went Bangkok.
Then came back and go Marina barrage with my friends.
Then I had FO.
After that went Udders and then had Business Orientation.
Now the last weekend before school officially starts,
I ask you let me go, you don't want.

Anw, I'm going to go. Cause I've missed out too much.
And I hate the feeling of having to miss this out.
Sorry & Thank you.

Kissin' U (keepsakes 2/2)

2010-04-16T21:41:00.000+08:00

LOL, Part two! :D YAY! M said he loves it, And I love him for saying that, Love ya! :DAnd roy too, He loves us! (L)Sentosa tmrw, before school kicks in!
Week 1, No Tut and Lab! (L) See ya, humans!

Clique (Keepsakes 1/2)

2010-04-16T19:01:00.000+08:00

This is just part one, I love these people to hell.Because of them , I'm able to be where I am, No one, can replace these people, no matter how bad they are,they're the person, whom I loved! :D

Going, to be better

2010-04-15T21:48:00.002+08:00

Had a hard time sleeping, suckzx.
So now I'm feeling so terrible. (Ms Terrible)
Headache caused by the time sitting under the stupid hot sun.

I've just seen my timetable, (OMG!)
Super long day and time and everything! D:
How, save me, I'm going to dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Besides, today's Orientation was so boring,
I miss FO! ><
Ugh, I miss ZADAZ, I miss my wonderful GLs.

I shall stop complaining, its no use.
Why not just be optimistic and look on the bright side,
Its just one Sem right, Xinyi, You can do it!
Jiayous!
You're being loved by everyone! :D

I miss,

2010-04-14T18:32:00.000+08:00

Hello, its been days since I last blogged.
I remembered back in Secondary One, where we were still good girls & boys,
And then we hated doing all the cheering and stuffs
We did alot of jeering instead. Super funny.
I've got two classmates, who were very racist and sacarstic.
They really don't take people's feelings into consideration.
There were times when they make someone cry,
And they still think it was okay, Selfish aren't they.

I guess back then, no one cares, (Its a free world, they would say)
But then, Am i the only person who cares how someone feels?
I remember I started that trend,
After me, so many others did it, Just to relieve the pain.
I look back and laugh at myself, (I'm so stupid)

Then came Student Council, I started to lead and guide the younger ones,
And came Girl guides, I was made in charge of different things,
Responsibility, They always say, if you don't want to be responsible,
Don't say that you'll help,
And always end up me, being responsible for everything.

How many times must I tell you not to run?
If you fall, I'll be the one to blame.
How many times must I tell you not to fight?
If anyone gets hurt, I'm the one to blame.
During detention, How many times must I tell you to remain silent.
Must I scream, so that you know how to shut up,
Or must I send a teacher over, so you know how to behave.

If I don't cry, no one knows i'm upset.
I'f I don't scream, no one knows I'm fustrated.
If I just break down and cry, you all would just rush over and say, Xinyi don't cry.
Don't say I'm fierce, because I scream at you.
If you would follow such simple instructions, I wouldn't have to scream.
But you made me.

Many a times, I want to just break down.
But then, I think of all the people depending on me,
I told myself I can't, even till today. I promise, I'll be all of you're
clown, I'll make you laugh and I'll make you smile.
If I just rest for a day, everyone becomes down
Can't i take leave?
Then I'll be able to take a breather, And live for myself a day.

I really don't know what I'm talking about.
I bet you don't understand too, But I really don't know how to
put this feeling properly,
because, they confused my emotions.

I'm kinda excited for orientation tomorrow,
But then scared again, But i bet its gonna be alot of fun!
I miss FO, and the GLs, FAs and the freshies!

The promised massive post,

2010-04-12T17:19:00.003+08:00

YAY! This Massive post is gonna have alot of touching words!

Everyone likes it when someone says thank you, don't cha think so.

So before a whole new year starts, I wanna say the Thank yews first!

SINYAN: Thank you, for the times when we pon student council, and the times when we don't follow the rules. Remember the time when we take class photos, and that "Bu-dao-de" person keep asking us to pull up our ties. I still remember what you say to her can! :) Its a miracle, from the times when we study like crap over at my place everyday after school. Hanging out in the library simply doing nothing except borrowing tons of books. Remember the times, when you just suddenly say, "Xinyi, I today go your house uh." Because you were bored. Lol. Sinyan, remember the times when you told me you guys broke up, then a week or two later, I told you, we broke up too. From then on we stood side by side, doing every little thing together, including going to the toilet, sitting next to each other in class, going home together, slacking together, going out together and gossiping together. Thanks for making my sec three and four life, more colorful then I thought it would have been. XOXO.

JOLEEN: Yo babe, its been four years. I remembered when we first met was during girl guides, do you remember? We were like, "Eh, I from brownies one." And then we got really hyped up after that. Sounds stupid right, Nah, I don't think so. We worked together, for girl guides, we slogged our guts out. Until that girl came and ruined our life. She back-stabbed us, and yet, she said that we were the ones who back stabbed her. I remember Perth trip, no matter what people say, we didn't believe them, because we trusted each other instead. So its not that easy to break us apart, but then. You've got to learn, to be punctual! Sleep early, and hurry upload pictures! Lol, Just kidding. We love your flaws. You're the oldest amongst all three of us, and one of the more mature ones, with me second, since Sinyan always say that, She's the youngest! It was pure luck we getting into the same poly, then the same course, and then the same poly again in our preferred course, I want to thank god, for you. XOXO.

MARCUS: I had a hard time searching for a nice photo, one that I've taken with you. So difficult to find sia, Ugh. Now that we're even further apart, I must really take tons of photo everytime we meet up! Its been four years, remember anot, Marcus Teo. 1E, 2E, 3H, 4H. Since we've been in the same class for these four years, I'm sure there's alot we've gone through together, if you have not realize that. Remember Mrs Kalai, she was a great teacher eh, I missed her alot. I still remember when you used to write letters, you always write to me some poems that someone told you before, HAHA! But one thing, is that you need to write neater eh, must go train penmanship le! That's for being The Babe's BFs wall of support, and helping us everytime we need you. You're the best boyfriend anyone can have. So I'll hope that she'll notice that. And its very rare to find a guy like you, who will actually say your clique is more important. Thanks! XOXO

SIZHENG: The one that always think he knows girls the best. Thanks for being sucha great listener, Our meeting was a weird one, but we'e been friends for like, three years. Three long ones, where we spent our time talking into the night, listening to each other and try to help each other out. Are we still meeting in May, I hope we do, since its a promise. Thanks for being there on my sixteenth birthday, though you don't really know my friends. But I hope you know that they are not that bad afterall, they're actually a great bunch of clique, one that gave me a very great secondary school memory. So did you. No matter what happens in the future, be sure that I won't forget you and that what I've taken from you, I'll give you back too! I'll still be, there. Call me when you need a study date, or you just want to sit around and cry. Because of you, I knew him. And because of that, I was give that a second chance to restart on my life, and I'm back to being that optimistic person again. XOXO.

ROY: Roy Lim Hui Ong! I'm glad that I made friend with a superstar. Our future superstar! Thanks for the many gossip moments. About her, her and more hers. Thanks for planning class gatherings and stuff, we did right? If I'm not wrong. I'm sure you'l be a superstar one day, and you've got to remember all of us alright! We will always be your loyal supporter! You sit in front of us in class, steal out teacher's attention! So mean, actually is we sit right in front of the teacher de eh, ! Lol, Its been two years. Very short one, but also crucial ones, and fun ones. I'm so glad we're Tpians again, so cool! One more person I know in the school ! Remember not to give up, always put in your best effort, and reach for your goals. When you need help and some guidance, remember, the babes will always be there for you. But we just hope that you won't forget about us, and remember the wonderful two years. Thanks. XOXO.

SARAH: Yo girl, so cool. And its such a small world, know you then know your sister! So when are we going to do baking again? We always do that lo, I realised! So funny. The next time, is go your house le uh, don't keep coming to my house hor! Remember during guides, when I was sick? Thank you for taking care of me, and reminding me to take my medications! And chasing me off to sleep. Student council, wouldn't be really the same without you either, Tho you quit in the end, Just to let you know, I'll be there for you, through your ups and your downs. But you just have to, Don't forget me and call me regularly hor, Don't leave me alone! D: K, must not forget me horr. And must always meet up, Don't say you not free. haha. So cool, i enjoyed cheering with you and do all sorts of crazy stuffs. Sarah, uh, Sarah. Thank you for everything in my life. All the small things you contributed, I'll never ever ever ever forget! XOXO.

To be continued...

Lazy Sunday,

2010-04-11T21:57:00.000+08:00

Lazy Sunday, Finally one at last.
Last week wasn't counted for the fact that I was in Bangkok.
HAHA, Lazy Sunday means only at home the whole day,
On the aircon, Lay on the sofa, stare at the tv,
Then go to your own room, take a nap and wake up/
& We do it all over again, So fun.
It's actually kinda stupid, (I Know,)
But still, Itouch, Macbook!. OMG, Waiting for you! ><
Hope you will come to me soon, HAHA.
Xinyi is cranky.

Massive post tomorrow, watch this space!

TP, TP, TP'S FOC'10!

2010-04-11T01:12:00.000+08:00

Phew, Its been three long days.
But unforgettable ones, I'll always remember my first.
This orientation makes me feel like I'm back to Secondary One.
With the Mass dance and stuffs! (L)

So Day One was kinda, back to the beginning. (Meeting new people, like duh!)
Sinyan's Mum fetched us there, and we were kinda early,
But ended up later than Jo instead! (Awwww, & *claps*)
So alot of cheerings went we go to the sports hall.
And we were like, F *You-know-our-look* (& See if there's like anyone we know)
But dang, We were all alone.
Did registration and stuffs, Sub-Empire Ice breaking,
That's how i met my GL(s) and Friends! (L)
The massive one, (The Fire, Hunter and Earthquake game)
Then, played games I guess, (My memory is failing me. F.)
I know we had dinner, & went outside school then. (Play some game like amazing race)
You know, which involves alot of running, and drinking of water! :D
Slept late, Only to managed to shower at like 12 plus, going to 1 la!
(What the heck right?!) But its just so true. Oh well, Manages to sleep like at around 2am.
But the stupid mosquitos, and my stupid chest, had to give me a morning call at 3am.
End up, everyone staying awake, except for Aileen lo.
Went to look for supper, but no more instant noodles, D:
Jo, pretend she was like slurping them, while eating wan-wan, (That's how desperate!)
We got chased and went back to sleep around, 4 plus 5?

We woke up to the music the GL(s) were playing in the morning.
And you know Jo, (She was like #*^(%&*#$%*)#)
I went, call Roy, we need send reinforcements. (HAHA!)
Had activities again, with the groups and stuffs,
Then went out to play too, (L)
But this one, was kinda longer I think,
Nick taught me his cheer, alot of times, (Sorry, think my brain not clicking, )
Came back to plan stuffs, for performance night, (Y)
Performance night was awesome,
*Bows* Thank you GLs for such great performances,
That night we also had the clubbing thingy, (Was so nuts, )
But you know, Sinyan, She can't stand these kind of music, (We ended laying behind)
After that, they wanted to chiong bathe, (In the end, )
No use also, Had to wait till 12 plus, before sleeping.
Then went to walk around until like, 2am, before going to bed,
Damn stupid, but then we thought the sleeping bag shrinked can. -.-
It was like the previous night, I lay straight right, My feet can't even touch the ground,
The last night, apparently I could, -.-
So i asked Sinyan, Eh, the sleeping bag shrink is it.
The, I showed her la, you know what she did. *Sinyan's laughters*
You get it don't cha? LOL! :D
We started joking around, until I cannot tahan.
Then I kept quiet, (& Suddenly both of them slept too)

I had waking up to footsteps, music/ alarms clocks.
Ugh, That irritated me this morning, but then I bo pian also,
Oh well, you know how Xinyi is early in the morning, (Thanks, for knowing me so well.)
Joe, taught me the side, side, front and back, thingy. (I'm like supposed to know, )
But I don't know why, he has to teach me a couple of times, (Sorry, think brain not functioning!)
Had water games, Super crazy but fun.
One of the games clashed with Sinyan (L), Then we super crazy.
Over there zi high, then the GLs all like staring ><
But still fun, *thinking about the actual event happening*
After lunch and another event,
Was closing already. (I know what you're saying, )
Awwwww, (Welcome, cause I helped you to complete the sentence)
Vids, vids, vids. (We actually saw our GLs cry, (L) you guys K?)
Did mass dance twice that day, (If i recalled correctly, ><)
Did with Yu Fei & Nick, both of them keep asking me is it I don't know.
We learnt Joe's cheer, (Hi, my name is Joe. And I like to go to the butter factory, ... )
Damn funny, phew, I didn't get caught laughing, (YAY! *Smiling widely*)
So sad, actually I feel like crying de, (But my eyes are too tired, )
Hugged and said Bye to everyone, GLs were damn funny & cute batch :D
You're the best K, don't cry.
Went into the city for my comfort meal, :D
Sakae Sushi, drank alot of water, (Like living in the desert sia,)
Came home around 10 plus. And unpack, & showered! (Y)
S-H-O-W-E-R eh! ^^
& Go buy my laptop, Finally, (L)

Here's my thanks:

Fion,
You're a very bubbly person, both nice and caring,
Stay happy and keep on smiling! Gd luck to you!

Joe,
Don't feel sad about your poster,
everyone has his/her times, Hope to see you in Business school often!
Funny boy, like little boy eh you, :)
Don't cry, later my brother laugh at you.
Btw, they letting out emotions (like crying) you can live longer eh,
That's why they say alot women live longer than men,
So keep up the good job, and dry when you need to!

Zack,
HAHA. I told you i thought of your cheer le,
but then actually I didn't la, but this is for you,
Zack, is Zadaz's GL, who is Awesome, Caring and, Kind.
This sound so wrong, but still thanks for asking me every once in a while if i'm fine!

Nick,
It took me a long time to remember your cheer,
Is not that I got bad memory hor! (Cannot like that say, )
I don't need say la, remember can le.
Next time you should come up with a little girly kinds,
Then better, girls can remember easily.

Crystal,
You're so nice, you're the best,
Thanks, for everything (Y)

Michelle,
Until today I still can remember your name,
good memory, I won't forget! :D

Yu Fei ,
Almost forget about you,
Thanks for everything, including plasters!
And taking care of my stuffs at times!
YAY!,

Sophia,
Cute girl, no one will forget you,
Don't cry too much, (I know you only wanted to push us)
I understand, from experiences!
Stay happy!,

To the others that I've yet to mentioned,
I'll just stop here to say thank you first,
Because of Mr Red Wine, I need my sleep, （晚安！）

Remember, I'm gonna have my massive post on Monday,
Cause tomorrow is relaxation day, Probably I won't use com,
My eyes are shutting and I really need to go,
I apologise the post to be so wordy! But it has loads of feelings!
So just read finish K, :D

DTA*DWDJY!

2010-04-07T16:32:00.000+08:00

This year is the third year, and just like the previous one,
We weren't talking, (Not At All)
Its amazing, how one's memory can actually be deleted so quickly.
Was it because there are much more important stuffs to remember compared to ours.
Perhaps, you didn't even treat me as a friend, (I'm Just No One to you)

Through my toughest moments you cheered me up,
and kept me grinning from ear to ear.
You listen to my sorrows and never fail to give me advices,
to help me make tough decisions.

I enjoyed all these moments, I never had such a great friend like you,
You were the first, and I'll promise It won't be the last.
Because, a promise is a promise, right?
When I promise someone, I'll do my best to make sure I don't break it.
You were the one, who set me thinking into the night,
and gave me a chance to restart, (No one ever did)
& because of that I still remember, but do you?

You seen me at my weakest, and at my strongest,
You've seen me smile and cry, & you always give in (No Matter How Unreasonable I Am)
And you also never let my down.
I wondered, why did this happen?
Was it my fault? Or because I didn't put in enough effort to maintain this relationship?
People always thought us of couples,
But they were Wrong, we were more than that, but not couple.

Its also amazing, although we aren't talking, but I still can hear you in my mind at times.
When I'm sick, I hear you say "Xinyi, remember to take your medicine & drink more water."
When I cry, I hear you say "Xinyi, be strong, don't cry. Its not worth your tears."
And I see the cute little froggie, you always draw for me.
When I laugh, I hear you say "Xinyi, that's they way,"
But I'm starting to forget, some little parts of the memories.
I told myself, you're a good person, (So I Never Remember your bad, )
I always put the blame on myself, I've never blamed you,
Although, I'm much better now,
But I don't think there will be any harm if we still be. (Friends)

Last year, when I was at the hospital,
You weren't there for me anymore, (To give me courage)
You know, how scared I get when It comes to needles and doctors.
I had to have injections and had to take three months worth of medicine.
It was as if, I was casted out of your life,
Remember? You said you'll always be there for me, (No Matter What Happens)
But those this promise still exist? (It Seems To Be Dead)
Or you've erased it automatically when you decided,
that I'm none of your business anymore?

I really want to text you, and ask.
Are we still friends? Does the promises still exists?
I know you'll not reply me, and treat this message as a junk mail.
It was because of you I learnt this crazy lesson,
I don't participate in a Not-Interested Friendship,
You know, I made a new friend, He said, he ain't interested in making new friends.
And I've never talked to him, ever since that day when he told me that.
You know how much I respected this friendship,
But then, You still let me down.

I told myself, "Xinyi, its your fault, you're the only one to blame."
You know, I trusted this friendship, and it was an important one,
But still, my efforts have all gone down to waste.

My best moment with you , is when I made you smile,
That day, on my way home, (You Remember?)
I guess, not. if its meant to happen, it'll happen.
I guess, if this is how god wants us to be, then we shall be like that.
But I hope someday, Will be able to meet,
Be it See each other on the streets, (Please do say hi)
Or, if we get the opportunity to work together, (You Never Know)

But till then, I hope that we still can be friends,
And you'll never, ever forget this friend of yours.
Just a simple hello, will make my day.
And a smile would last for a long way.
We're still friends, aren't we. (Tell Me That We Are)
Dy,

xoxo,

Shopping, Eating & More Protests

2010-04-06T20:07:00.000+08:00

Bangkok was a rather great holiday.
Tons of shopping and stuffing myself with food; Stress.
LOL, Left there on Thursday.
With a whole of Friday shopping, (Y)
Cool right, but was damn tired.

Saturday went breakfast with dad's friend.
Yum Yum, Had fried rice! :D
Then we went shopping and at night we wanted to go but it was closed.
Because of the stupid protests!
Ugh, \
BIG BANG WAS THERE!

Sunday shopped too, but not much.
Caused Siam Square was closed.
Stupid! D:
Damn protests! %*$#%(&#($%*$)*%)$

Okay Will upload photos in FB.
Cause I don't like Blogger upload now. ><
Didn't take much, cause I went there before! :D
LOL!

Happyness,

2010-04-01T11:07:00.000+08:00

Millions of things happen in a second.
In a second, there maybe 100 planes taking off in the world.
There may be people crying at the same time with you, for whatever reason.
But you never know, how many in exact.
Like me, I maybe going out now.
There maybe hundreds of people going out too.
So, I also don't know what I'm talking about.
Anyway, I have to go already.
I'm coming back with a massive post, hope you do look forward to it! :D

Runawany, (L)

2010-03-31T09:50:00.002+08:00

Rap Tap Tap,

2010-03-28T21:22:00.000+08:00

Uh-huh, What comes around, goes around.
Isn't it utterly true?
I guess so, downloaded plenty of songs today,
Feel so accomplished! :D

Being sick sucks, That's to my brother.
Its my turn to die,
Thanks to Reilly, My brother died previously.
But he is reviving already, wonderful huh.

Past two days had good dinner (L)
Daddy's back to Hong Kong again.
Hope he gets the play mag for me! ><

Posted new chapter for Princess In Disguise.
Its gonna finish soon, and after that I'm gonna write on my secondary school life.
I think its easier writing a real story somehow.
Cause it happened before.
Hmm, you never know.

Justin Bieber's My World 2.0 is not as good as I thought it would be.
My World is much better, hopefully, he's next one would be better.
I'm going to do alot of video watching and writing tomorrow,
Hope it goes well for me! (L)

4 hot days to Bangkok!

Crazily true, but awesome.

2010-03-26T15:59:00.001+08:00

"Ello-ello-ello-vee-e, Ello-ello-ello don't cha hear me say"
- Jessica Simpsons

Eck! It poured today! D:

I'm going to have a great dinner later (L)

My fave place. But it came today, like finally. It should have come tomorrow instead.

That would be so much, much better.

The office is kinda cold today, prolly cause not many people in the office I guess.

Many are out today, meetings and stuff.

Aiya, you uh.

I think I'm not going to bring the lap home today, leave it in the office.

Will not use it during the weekends, HAHA!

The most check out FB maybe for 1/2 hr.

I'm looking forward to next weekend also,

Yada, yada! Cool right, My cuzzie in Sweden nowwww.

OMG, so good sia. So cool too! :D

I wanna see her soon, miss her like crap! Booya, girl.

Wanna do sleepovers, shppping sprees and cam-whorings session!

I CAN'T WAIT.

And clique, remember out PICNIC session! Hurry come up with a date.

Babes, hunks! Before I fly, wanna plan everything first!

Confused,

2010-03-25T21:46:00.000+08:00

See what I meant by it.
The book ruined my emotions! D: How mean!
I actually wanted to use the computer for some time, but then,
The book made me not too.

Ask me what I've been up to these few days,
I would say, Uh. Nothing much.
But thinking again, I'll say working.
You'll prolly laugh your ass off "XY, Working? HAHAHAHAHAH!"
But no okay, I am. But doing nothing much.
So to shorten it, I'll say Nothing Much.

I'm talking rubbish now, you can tell right,
I think I'm falling sick soon, But I hope I'm not, (L)
Looking forward to Bangkok next week just before Poly starts.

I miss everyone, but not nowww yet,
I"M JUST SO SUPER CONFUSED!
STOP DOING THIS TO ME! ♥

Argh,

2010-03-24T20:23:00.000+08:00

I really don't like the new format for the picture on blogger,
I want my pictures to be side by side, LOL!
I sound so spoilt. That's bad.
Good news is that JUSTIN BIEBER's MY WORLD 2.0 is OUT!
If you don't already know,
& so is ECLIPSE POSTER! (L)
I know I know, This sound crazy but i can't wait for the movie to come out,
& I've got the sudden urge to re-read the twilight saga.
I wanna read the house of night too, I'm just waiting for all of the books to come home!

Alright, got to go. It's Uncle Mike's Birthday too!
See ya, <3

THE TWILIGHT SAGA: ECLIPSE!

2010-03-24T20:00:00.001+08:00

Find more videos like this on The Twilight Saga

Have you ever,

2010-03-23T15:34:00.002+08:00

Hmm, Flowers. What do they mean to you? Haha. I've been wondering when will I receive my first bouquet of flowers? I think it'll be a very memorable moment ba. I'm going to talk about accidents today. Cause this month seem to have tons of accidents happening which I don't really like. Accidents seem inevitable. But i don't think so, sometimes, I believe, it is meant to happen and there's no way you can avoid it, I guess the world's just like that. If it's meant to be, its meant to be. Now I turn around and see this world, cruel and real. I can't tell the difference between them. So what should we do, face all with smiles and laughters. But we should also have some tears and craziness, if not this life, cannot be any better,

Squashed orange with Chocolates,

2010-03-22T21:11:00.009+08:00

It has been raining, Kinda badly these few days, Which is kinda good you know. Rain, makes the sky gloomy, but it's much better than the sun shinning down on you, causing you alot of troubles and making you stink! >< I guess, but sometimes we need the sun to dry our clothes. So that we can go play water park, go swimming, go out. We tend to get lazy due to the rain, and just want to sleep all day. Hmm, But sometimes its good too. We are living our lives too fast, sometimes we have to stop and look around us to make sure that we do not miss any important thing. Like the picture on the left, only the umbrella is coloured in because the editor wants the umbrella to be the main item in the picture. Just like our life..

It's a miracle that I lasted till now. I guess, in my world, not everyone will understand how I feel. Don't think you know a bunch of things that you can actually harm me?

If life is that hard. Grin and tell yourself you can do it.

" High heels. Fashion. Miniskirts. Cute tops. Necklaces. Knee Socks. Brooches. Headbands. Bracelets. Chanel. Tiffany & Co. Coach. Barneys. Kate Spade"

My brother's home, (L)

2010-03-21T22:52:00.000+08:00

It's been awhile, but my brother's home.

He got me a hat, Thanks! :D

Nothing much today, went to PS.

To do my dad's phone, and ask some stuffs.

Supermarket-ed, and then grandma's house.

I thought my weekend with my brother will be much more interesting,

but no, its as boring, Oh well.

Okay, I told you guys I'll be posting a post up with my feelings and stuffs this week,

Remember to check back in!

I love ya'll!

i don't know why,

2010-03-21T12:56:00.000+08:00

Don't ask me why, I've just decided to post on blogger for awhile.
Needed some changes i guess, onsugar.com is alright.
Just i need a new environment, don't ya think so?
Hmm, Time flies. Another week gone and soon, school's gonna start.
Kinda looking forward to it tho.

My brother's coming home tonight, can't wait (L)
Somehow in a way or another i don't know how to export posts from my onsugar into blogger
I'll try to make that happen, I'll try, (No promises)

Meanwhile, If you have not heard, iPhone 4G is coming out in May,
Try searching it on google.
Apparently, it looks like an iPad. Real different from iPhone 2G/3G/3G S
And its totally much thinner then the iPhone now,
The rumour is that, the battery will be removable, there will be a camera in front for video calling,
And many others. Hmm, June/July. Its really nice, but the basic memory is gonna be 32GB. -.-
So huge, I don't need one so big lo, and it sure gonna be much expensive.
Its just rumoured, they haven't actually say that its gonna come out,

If you have not watch Being Human, its not bad.
The ending was real funny. Especially the NG scenes.
And there's alot of Hokkien, go watch okay people! :D

Alright, they're complaining already.
On my feet up and off the computer.
Stupid, little addictive thing.